.;empty / awful / miss / love story

We were both young when I first saw you.

I close my eyes and the flashback starts

I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air.

See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns.

See you make your way through the crowdand say hello;

Little did I know That you were Romeo; you were throwing pebbles,

And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet."

And I was crying on the staircase,begging you, 'Please, don't go.

'And I said,"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.

I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.

You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess

It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.

'So I sneak out to the garden to see you.

We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew.

So close your eyes; escape this town for a little while.

'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter,

And my daddy said "Stay away from Juliet,

"But you were everything to me; I was begging you, 'Please, don't go,

'And I said,"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.

I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.

You'll be the prince and I'll be the princessIt's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.

'Romeo save me; they're tryin' to tell me how to feel.

This love is difficult, but it's real.

Don't be afraid; we'll make it out of this mess.

It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.

'Oh.I got tired of waiting,

Wondering if you were ever comin' around.

My faith in you was fading

When I met you on the outskirts of town.

And I said,"Romeo save me - I've been feeling so alone.

I keep waiting for you but you never come.

Is this in my head? I don't know what to think-

"He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said,

"Marry me, Juliet.

you'll never have to be alone.

I love you and that's all I really know.

I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress;

It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.

'Oh, oh.

We were both young when I first saw you...

p.s- Miss!!,.Aitakute!!! Huhuhuhuhu but I declared to farewell. Break it up,sometimes U just have to let it go.I'm ready to let U leave.Probably.Actually I am ready to let U go.

Big girl dun cry!!

X.o.x.O gOSSip girl

;. Cristiano Ronaldo's clone

Ala la la la,.tegapnye die.Hehe.It has been a long time,ne Sayang I have not chat with you.Kind of miss U so much.Huhuhu. But like I always said to myself "Cristiano won me over. I feel very passionate about U sayang". Even We are in long distance but u are always have my heart.Heehee.Gedik gle. :p.Actually, today's writing bkn nk cte about Cristiano Ronaldo. Not also his womanizer attitude, his skills in football because everyone knew about that. But one thing that;I wanna make a statement whatever people said about Cristiano, it is useless. He won me over. Similarly, about Kamenashi(my sweety,my hubby,my pretty bf)- I dun mind people's opinion about him at all. Kamenashi Kazuya won me over and I just want to believe in HIM and Care for HIM!! I dun need urs opinion about Cristiano is this is that OR Kame is this is that, Kame cantik, Kame is a woman.No need. It's USELESS. This is my HAPPINESS. This smile that I want to protect much!! and Just THINKING and look at Kame's smiling can make my DAY in other word can make me HAPPY too. Dishhhhhhhhhh!! Stay away people who is not understand. Hehe. Just joking!! Straight to the point; today mcm bese came to UKM and need to settle many things, though.Huhuhuhu. Wawa and me went to Dato' Onn's college to accompany Cik Wany to get the Questionnaire that has been answered by students. We had our lunch at Dato's cafe. While eating, cuci mata tu it was a normal thing to do. Then, Wawa told me Cristiano Ronaldo,la. Hurm, un-expected!! able to see him. Ermm even He was wearing glasses but He still looks like CR7. Wow!! WHY? Because He is arrogant as Cristiano. Seriously. His face. ARROGANT!!! I think that He knew it people look him as CR7's clone. Perasan la tu.Hehe. Ermm, the most important thing I used too see him before with his Portugal's jersey with the 17 number. Yes!! He kind of admire with CR7 in fact. Ok la kan. Adorable.

KATTUN Anniversary,.KATTUN COLOURs sky.,Mcd Bulatan Pahang-22 March 2009

* K.dayah, Cik Is and Cik Yuna
KATTUN is the BEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ON 'my mind' (KATTUN).,.ON 'your mind' (KATTUN's FANS)

A very beautiful and amazing day for us. We were celebrating our third anniversary.Activities?

Listen to QOP concert and KATTUN's PV while eating Secret Recipe's cake where We put KATTUN'S picture on that.Arghhh.I feel really blessed for meeting these kind of friends. They are really nice and kind person. Actually, the most important and precious moment that we had yesterday was We watched KATTUN's PV and QOP Concert not through laptop only but Shaf brings the LCD Projector so We watched the concert in a big screen. *not so big, la but Ok compared to watch only through laptop's screen,kan.Hehe.I love that. AND tell you what most people at the Mcdonalds were enjoyed with the KATTUN's songs that We played. It's TRUE. I'm not lying!! :p.But, unfortunately, We cannot finish watching the concert because the Mcdonald's supervisor came and asked us to STOP.Huhuhu. Dun U ever STOP!! I think during that time I wanna sing to her 'DUN U EVER STOP us!!!!' So, since We couldn't watch the concert using the LCD anymore We deside to go back home. Time is running out. Besela bila jumpa bdk2 ni I xreti nk blk awal.Kahkahkah.Hurm after that Yuna, Is, Shaf, Norli, K.Dayah and me went to Petaling Street to accompany Yuna who wants to buy CD. Well, Thanks to her at least I know the best place to buy a cheap CD, DVD. Yataa'!!. hURm ,.When can we meet again,huh??? Next month,YES!! To go and buy the calendar.YES! Hik hik

Un.,,.the unloved,..I DECIDED to Farewell between me and ...

Ima tarinai mono ga aru no nara kitto sore wa kimi to iu riaruHelp me... ai no baransu wa taitei fuantei
mata mienai kage o kanjitoru tossa ni kimi wa sore o shimaikomu why not?furachi na rendezvous aimai
nee... tonight kotoba yori mo tashika denee... tonight inori yori mo tsuyoifutari o wakeau kiss ga shitai
Take your hand isso crazy bokura no aida nikesenai ai no secret motto ataete hoshiiDaydream sono nazomeita manazashi de tsukisashite yo... boku o
hora tokenai koto ga mata hitotsu dakiyoseru tabi ni modokashii your liesai no baransu ni yaite fuantei
ima tarinai mono de afureteru sore ga boku o tsukiugokashiteru no?Tell me... omoinayanderu maikai
nee... mirai ukeireteyo kako onee... kirai? wakaranakunaruyoitsuka kowaresouna kiss ga itai
Take your hand isso crazy kogetsuku hodo nisetsunai ai no secret motto misetsukete hoshiiDaydream mada abakenai hashirisaru kaze no you na kimi ga...
mienai mama de mo ii mienai mama datte itoshiikedo motomete shimau... kokoro ga...
Take your hand yukkuri to bokura no aida nikesenai ai no secret sotto ataete hoshiiDaydream sono nazomeita manazashi de tsukisashite yo
Take your hand isso crazy kogetsuku hodo nisetsunai ai no secret motto misetsukete hoshiiDaydream mada abakenai hashirisaru kaze no you na kimi ga...

BYE BYE...

It's a big decision that I have to do...but

x.0.X.o goSSip girl

:( Naive,.comform.,Othering

I am sharing this experince today not because to be a feminist.,and I am also not female chauvinist *borrowed from male chauvinist*.Hehe.But,,I've learned the experienced of NAIVE woman for two times and I cannot stand to say something and share my feeling and the idea about naive.Naive? According to Cambridge Advance Learning Dictionary it means too willing to believe someone is telling the truth, that people intentions in general are good or that life is simple and fair. Wanna ask u question. Today, I had chat with my bestfren (Sho)through messenger and she told me that her bestfwen (Bear in mind I'm still her first bestfren, hehe. Sho told me just now.Happy2) since they were in 'matrix', was cheated by her boyfriend but she cannot save her besfwen from the very problematic guy in the world because her bestfwen was not into it. I mean she do not even helping herself to end the relationship with the hell guy. She knew that her bf cheated on her but she still didn't taking any step further. In the end, just crying in front of my bestfren Sho. So that, I would like to ask Is she dummy? Naive? This kind of woman? What should we describe about this person? Huhuhuhu.Please, ne. We are a woman in the 21st century. We are not weak. Dun let a man look down and take us for granted. Who's the hell he thinks he is, though? Bacin.Ingt hebat and bagus sgt leh buat mcm tu.Baka!!!. I've learned many things when my age became 21 years old now. I thought I was more matured and more stronger than before but my soul is still young.Hehe.But totally speaking maybe I am kind of stubborn person so that I have required not to conform all the thing. Even, when I was in secondary school I used to do what I want to do without thinking what people might say about me. My mum, once received my promise letter from the discipline teacher that I would not repeat the same 20 mistakes that I did before.Huhuhu.I know how I was hurting my mom's feeling that time.Huhuhu.Gomenasai. Yes, maybe because I am stubborn so that I dun like to conform all the time.Being stubborn, do not conform certain thing might put people "othering" which means different compared to others. But who cares???? Hehe. I am me. Bcos I am Mrs Kamenashi.Hahaha. I love Kame Kame Kame Kame Kame

X.o.x.O GoSSip Girl

:-* listen to this recently

Hell,No

by

KATTUN

Hell no daaaaahm... ready? don't gamedo or die hikaru xxxx xxxxx

gold chainno name 44 juudan verse1
Hell no! can't believe "waka chi ae zu kurikaesu tabi" always so confused

"Each time we repeat it without shining"

Hell no! "black or white shirokuro tsukeru tameni kizutsu keau" battle for the truth

"we hurt each other trying to create black and white"
Why? "nikushimi no naka"

"within the hatred"

Cry? "sama you ai"

"in the wondering love"

Lie?" mada kizukazu ayamachi kasane"

"we keep making mistakes and not noticing it"

Don't know how to break it blahh blahh blahhhh... (lie yo hell no)
just one spark will bring the fear and... "isshokusokuhatsu no yoru"

"a nite of an explosive situation"

Nothing can kill the way to love (konomama hike ru hodo i'm not adult)

Just one trigger can start a war and... "'shoudou'gekijou' uzumaki ita"

"impulse and fury whirled a pound"

No one can lose the faith in love (susumu michi ga chigau naraba fight)

Negai hakanaki ai wa "wishing for fleeting love"

They make it harder
Shake da ass baby dance

Do or die hajiku xxxx xxxx gold chain

No name 44 juudan verse2
Hell no! can't be real atoni hike zu furue ru yubi wa under no control

Hell no! more sorrow rensa suru kanashimi ni nomikomareru struggle with your sin
Why? hitsuyou nano wa "someday you'll understand"

Cry? shinji au koto "it's just futile"

Lie? "soredemomada nagare ru namida"

"something more important than fighting"

Don't know how to take it blah blahh blahhhh... (hajiku my mind)
Keep in your heart, no matter what, and... kie kakeru ai

Nothing can kill the one you love (real fighter ha? break it down ha?)

Deep inside you, the pain remains and... itami kizama rete

No one can choose the end of life (egoist, it is narcist)

Negai todoka nu koe wa

They make it harder
Why? itsuka waka rusa

Cry? munashii dakeno

Lie? arasoi yori taisetsu na koto

One day you will find it
Grown in da dark side of life we're just da opposite

Man, ya a greenhorn 4 me, everyday's a battle

Life's just a battle sorry but i have nothing 2 talk with u

if you're a man, show what u have with all ya force

Are u ready? let's start it's not a game, ya know

C' mon and show me everything u have
Just one spark will bring the fear and... isshokusokuhatsu no yoru

Nothing can kill the way to love (konomama hike ru hodo i'm not adult)

Just one trigger can start a war and...'shoudou'gekijou' uzumaki ita

No one can lose the faith in love (real fighter ha? break it down ha?)

Negai hakanaki ai wa

They make it harder

X.o.xO g0SSip Girl

:-* Worth!! This SMILE that I want to protect much Part II

Went to Dentistry Faculty today at Chow Kit. Had an appointment. Hurm, as usual even I just ask my boss Dr...... for just half day off but hehe,.one day off actually.Hik2. Before went home tu mest drop by kt Times Square and go to one of my favourite shops name 'My star'. They have lots of Korean and Japanese stuff there. So, today had chance to buy something that I love. Kame's keychain. Can put at my phone. Yataa!!!!!! Hurm after all this what I love most. Besides, there is Japanese Foods's Exhibition at Times Square now until........not sure *forgot*. Hehe. So those who are addicted, huge fan, enourmous fan wif Japan can go there and try their foods. There are cookies, noodles, lotte *be careful for Muslim bcos most of that; we can't eat, CRUNKY *THE ONE THAT KAMENASHI KAZUYA BECAME the SPOKEPERSON and etc. Arghhh Just thinking of Him (Kame) can make my DAY. Without any advanced warning.

Kesenai ai no secret sotto kitsukutete hoshii

There's a secret love that can't be erased,

I want it to be seen more

KAMENASHI KAZUYA :-*

:-* Speechless

* wif Jean and Peter

She taught me lot. She makes me think not to take for granted for many things even the small one. Bye bye Jean. It's a wonderful time that I had a chance to meet you in person. You are a professor who knows many things but humble, down to earth, polite, very democratic person. I am speechless.

Go Johor,..

Weekend at Johor Bharu,..Hurmmm

Besttttttttttttttttttt

Why?

Bcos,................

Johor has Desaru, Angsana

I think the name for all the place in Johor is lovely, nice,..Hahaha

Yg pastiiiiiiiiiiii best g Johor..

Thanks to Cik Lydia and families for bringing us to many places. I feel like tourist.

.*. :) A very HUMBLE Professor..,,,

Professor Jean McNiff.,,Generally speaking I do not know about her.Until,..........My Lead Project Dr Imran Ho bring her to UKM to give a talk about 'Action Research'. There you go,. What is 'Action Research' is??? Huhuhu I shameful for myself who is a Research Assistant but do not have any information about 'Action Research'. Action Research is different compare to other research such as traditional research that most University students did, and different with social science research of course. However, she stated that she does not say that one is right one is wrong or one is good and the other one is worse. No such thing. Meeting her (Professor Jean) for the first time at KLIA since my friends and I have to fetch her once she landed to Malaysia, was a great great great great great opportunity to meet her in person. Even, we have to wait for her for two hours but I think that it was worthful. Its normal situation people will face it; I mean to wait for somebody an hour if they flew from international. Bcos they have to check for imigration and all of that. I dun wanna talk about this much but let me tell you that this professor "Jean McNift" even she is a Professor but she is really kind, friendly, polite, intelligent of course :),..that I think we in Malaysia lack these kinds of attitude. Besides, I think that her personal attitude (positive) is related what her idea about 'Action Research'. "Dun look down to people and everything is important even it is just a small thing when it comes to ''RESEARCH". For example If you are good at driving it does not mean that you can look down to people who didn't know how to drive properly and etc etc etc. I've learned a lot from her. People are human. Human can think and of course human is not an animal. According to her Action Research is taking 'Action'=work+ doing things and 'Research'=creating knowledge about my/ your practice in other word individual practice. Everybody can do her/ his own Action Research. I love the phrase that the 'Action Reseacrh' use "What am I doing????". For us who are Islam (religious) our religious do teach us to "muhasabah diri". Am I right?. So that, by practicing Action Research in our individual life we do the 'muhasabah diri' though. Because Action Research involve 'What am I doing?',..What we are doing now means what will happen in the future. I shall agree that by doing Action Research will make us motivated because We want the best in our life. However, bear in mind!!! PLEASE BEAR IN MIND that Action Research requires you to give commitment. Its not taking things for granted. Its not like traditional research who deploy theory, analyze data, interpret data, findings,,.........I can say that Action Research is beautiful. A big THANK to Jean for a very useful information that she gave to us....Let's keep in touch. Being with academic people; Professor, Dr encourage me to continue my PHD if I have a chance that I never thought about it;to further very soon.Gambate Kudasait!!!!!!!!!!!